Get to Know Joseph Smith Part 11: Pages Lost, Power to Translate Lost
The Lost Manuscript: A Time of Sorrow and Revelation
From the spring through early summer 1828, Joseph Smith and Martin Harris diligently worked on the translation of the golden plates. By June 14, 1828, they had completed 116 pages of manuscript.
But doubt crept in. Martin’s wife, Lucy Harris, was skeptical of Joseph and deeply suspicious of the translation process. She believed Martin was being deceived by Joseph Smith.
Desperate to prove the work’s legitimacy, Martin pleaded with Joseph to let him take the manuscript home. Joseph Smith inquired of the Lord and received a firm no. Martin, dissatisfied, insisted that Joseph ask again. The answer came again– no. Still, Martin needed to convince his wife and asked Joseph to once again ask the Lord for a third time.
After much hesitation by Joseph and many solicitations by Martin, Joseph asked and received an answer. Martin could take the pages with the stipulation that he only shows the pages to his wife, his brother, his parents, and Lucy’s sister. Martin made Joseph a covenant to abide to these terms.
But he broke his covenant.
While Martin was away, Joseph and Emma experienced both joy and heartbreak. Emma gave birth to a boy, but the baby died shortly after birth. Emma’s grief was immense, wishing for death herself. For two weeks she lingered in emotional and physical pain. Joseph was sleepless and consumed with worry.
As Emma slowly began to recover, Joseph’s anxiety turned from his wife to Martin. It had been nearly three weeks since he’d handed over the 116 pages and Joseph had not received word from Martin.
Sensing Joseph’s growing distress, Emma suggested he travel to Palmyra, New York to find out what had happened. She would stay with her parents while he made the journey.
Joseph Smith’s Journey Back to Palmyra
The trip was exhausting. Already emotionally and physically worn out, Joseph Smith could not eat or sleep. His soul was heavy with dread because of the possible condemnation he and Martin were under.
he stagecoach could not take him all the way, and he was forced to travel the final twenty miles on foot. One kind fellow passenger offered to walk with him to the Smith home. For the final four miles, Joseph was so exhausted that the man had to lead him by the arm, as Joseph was falling asleep while walking.
Upon arrival, Joseph ate a small amount then immediately requested for someone to fetch Martin Harris.
At eight o’clock the family set a meal on the table expecting Martin Harris at any moment. Hours passed with no sign of Martin. Finally, at 12:30, Martin was seen walking slowly towards the house, head downcast.

He stopped at the gate and sat on the fence for a while with his hat over his eyes. Eventually, he entered the house and sat down as if to eat with a knife and fork in hand. Hyrum Smith remarked about Martin’s lack of eating at which Harris put his hands to his temples crying out:
“Oh, I have lost my soul! I have lost my soul!”
Joseph lept up from the table:
“Martin, have you lost the manuscript? Have you broken your oath, and brought down condemnation upon my head as well as your own?”
Martin Harris honestly answered Joseph’s exclamation and responded
“Yes; it is gone, and I do not know where.”
Joseph wept bitterly, pacing the room and crying:
“All is lost! All is lost! What shall I do? I have sinned–it is I who tempted the wrath of God. I should have been satisfied with the first answer which I received from the Lord; for he told me that it was not safe to let the writing go out of my possession.” (History of Joseph Smith by His Mother, 125-29)
A Divine Reprimand to Joseph Smith
Shortly after this heartbreaking experience, Joseph received a revelation from the Lord:
“Behold, you should have not feared man more than God.”
(Doctrine &Covenants 3:7)
For a time, Joseph Smith lost the privilege of translating the plates. It was a time of deep sorrow, repentance, and spiritual refinement, and a sobering reminder of the sacred trust Joseph had been given in translating.
To be continued… In the meantime, read more of my posts
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